Saturday, March 22

eating stars VII

I bide my time while biding my tongue.

there's a certain amount of stupidness others can except with certain people. that is the difference between me and who I look up to. they have the least amount of stupidness excepted. I have the most. so they will except me less when I act stupid to do what I do what they do, and will then look down on me as opposed to up at or perhaps equal with. so I feel bad when I act stupid because I fear other's judgments, but degrade there's in hopes that will cause them to accept me, a choice I can never trust.

this is so normal to write but it's the weirdest thing that'll come out of me, and because of this, and paranoia.

by LaLunaLullaby

let's hope a rollie pollie doesn't result from all this.


Parker said...

Man you are HIGH, fool. What are you talking about?

Jacquelyn Nan said...

o man I can barely even remember now. I know what I was trying to say, but this doesn't make any sense.
which kind of proves my point...
but nobody will get that because it's so incomprehensible in the first place. hahaha, o the irony!